Wednesday, January 21, 2009
here's my story,
I fell in love with a guy i met from an online game but we kept in contact through the phone. He seemed quite a nice guy who's pretty good with words. It felt like i was in a fairytale. Then came the downside of everything, he cheated on me, lied to me and insulted me. But i could still feel my heart pounding with his presence. I don even know who he is anymore. I dunno who i'm in love with. I know it's time to move on and let him go. but i havent hated him enough.
i wish i hadnt given in to u.
i wish i was never weak.
i wish i could be stronger.
loving u was a huge mistake.
i dunno how long it'll take for me to forgive u and free my soul.
but it's slowly killing me down under.
9:56 PM